It can be depressing that the ones you care about don't really care, and the only ones to care about you only see the mask you hide behind.
I have lived with this feeling for about seven to eight years. I have never really felt like letting it out until now. What do we live for anyway? For acceptance? Do we really just want to be accepted for who we are or for who they want us to be? The only people who we care about accepting us, seem to not even care! and the ones to fake interest in me would be shocked to know what's REALLY inside my mind. I am finished with this. I think I will just stop caring about anything or anyone but myself. I will start back to school, get a degree and MOVE THE FUCK AWAY FROM HERE! I'm tired of this area and the fake friends.
That is all...
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